While we were on the escalator, J pointed out how we made many enemies in 2024. 

That fact stunned me a little because I always choose to be amicable towards others. I’d rather help, assist, talk, share, and befriend people over standing out, bring frank, creating scenes, and challenging others. 

But J’s right. Throughout 2024, and ever since we started our family business, we experienced tension, confrontation, insults, being looked down on, being the subject of gossip, being doubted, and (in my case) being shunned.

I’ve not spoken to my father and have blocked his second wife for seven months. I’ve not written a single message to my siblings about my relationship with Dad falling apart. They chose not to reach out or ask for my side of the rift.

On the side, J and I have seen close friends turn into enemies. Because of a misunderstanding that led to offense, they confronted and badmouthed in ways I’ve never come to expect. What was once a strong group we could turn to for a stress-free hangout fell apart in just a matter of weeks. 

Thinking about J’s observation at the time, I remembered a clip from The Crown I chanced upon on Instagram that gave me assurance over my circumstances. Margaret Thatcher, played by Gillian Anderson, recited “No Enemies” by Charles Mackay to Queen Elizabeth II:

Well, 2024 finally left the room. 2025 has set, and I’m enjoying the final evening before heading back to work. 

Out of this darkness is my resolution to stand by J and the work we’ve begun. Our commitment to our goals, to our children’s welfare, and the future that we hope to see and share together, are the only things that matter. 

I’m clueless as to what’s in store for me this year, but I’m filled with anticipation of the unknown. I’m overjoyed that I’m given another chance to make good choices or do better. I’m ecstatic that I’m given another 12 months to study, read, and accomplish what I’m passionate about. I’m grateful for the tools and resources to practice my skills, add to my knowledge, master my passions, and shape my writing voice. 

Why waste such a gift by dwelling on things I can’t control or people who no longer love or support me?

2025, this is my focus and vision as you slowly unwrap your veil over the human race.

If anyone else is reading this, and is enduring similar pains and burdens, I pray with all my heart that you remain steadfast on your path, that eventually the light will shine at the end of our dark tunnels.